I live in a world surrounded by concrete jungles that streched high up into the sky.I am lost in a city where friendly faces of my people are gone.I do not the tongues they speak and their eyes stared deep into my soul.As I walked on paths that lit up in the dark,metal horses screamed at me as they run down black roads.“Do I belong here?“is the question I asked myself most of the time.I long for the green fields,the woods where creatures roamed undisturbed by men and most of all,my people,with their sun-burnt faces smiling at me as I walk past them in our small world.I traded these simple joys in life for an education which could not and will not help me living a life in a world that is changing economically,culturally and politically.I remain oblivious of the essentials in life eventhough I have been educated in all the knowledge of western sciences.I was never taught how to catch a fish,climb a tree or cook rice in firewood.The knowledge I attain from this education,I could not use.My tribal education for a simple tribal life is far better than all the riches and high life western education could get me.I am a 21'st century tribal whose way of life,culture and language is gradually endangered by the westernization.I fear for my people.
Here I write this words in remembrance of the things that happened and I smiled even though she will never be mine, she's the one that got away but the circumstances by which here I am, not sad, just happy is because she changed me, she changed me for the better. She’s a warm ray of sunshine, a free spirit in this tumultuous and constricting after-thoughts that haunt me to this very day and I cherish every words, every smile and every moment spent with her. It was a college trip where we first met, on a bus as I was sitting listening to music to calm my nerves because we were travelling to a distant place and the road we were going to take was perilous with high cliffs and dangerous mudslides that usually occur usually at that time of year. She came in with a friend, fashionably late but just in time. The thing that caught my eye about her was her hairdo, which was a shawl wrapped around her head to keep her wild hair from flowing all over the place. I thought it was pretty low...
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